Wow wow wow seriously I could wow this entire post! What a crazy, amazing and wild journey this has been! What started as a tiny little question on my old blog has turned into a full blown website and company! IN A YEAR! Sometimes it's hard to keep up with how quickly things have progressed. I feel so incredibly lucky to have had such great support from so many members which has afforded me the time, money and self esteem to push forward and get my first client site up before the first anniversary. I'm so happy to have chasitymerlow.com as my first site built by my company, adultmembersites.com, with 2 more coming very soon after!
To my members.... Blah tears. I know you come here to watch my videos and spank your monkeys and that's awesome, but for all the extras you do like sending me thank you emails, retweeting or liking any pictures I post, for talking my site up in my cam room, for still tipping me on my site, for still tipping me on MFC, for the amazing gifts that have helped my business, for the encouragement, for the positive and honest wishes...Thank you!
The site couldn't be possible without all types of members! Even if you've joined just once thank you!
For the guys who have been here day in and day out since day 1, WOW, there is a special thank you that can only be seen deep in my heart and no words on a monitor will do it justice. You have made so many dreams of mine come true. Thank you for understanding my weirdness. Thank you for accepting my insanity. Thank you for making me laugh like I did when I was 12 on sleepovers with my best friend, when we'd pee our pants. Thank you for holding virtual my hand while I've cried. Thank you for never holding me back and letting me grow as a person and as a professional. Thank you for never making me feel guilty for the personal time away I need. Thank you for being as excited as I am about my new projects, and thank you for being you.
With you guys I feel more like I belong than I ever have in my entire life. Where else do weird, nerdy, dorky, hilarious, geeky, pervy, intelligent, eccentric, awkward, socially inept, and amazing people exist! I'm glad I have found my people.
From the bottom of my heart,
Cheers to whatever will be will be! The future's not mine to see, but from where I'm sitting it looks pretty darn great!
PS. Thank you to everyone who participated in yesterday's SALE!!! It was a SMASHING success!!!!
Ok sooooooooooo I get to keep my wishlist for 1 more month!!!!!!!!!!!!! I could not be happier since it comes right before my summer in California. Everything I have on there has to do with being in the sun!
Everything and anything is so appreciated and I cannot wait to spend a whole summer in a new place making new material for the BEST members on the net !!!! I've also found someone to take pics while I'm in California so look for updated member only pics coming in July and August!
Wow another year older and a giant renewed spirit to make this year better than the last! After having the absolute best birthday weekend I've had in a very very long time I feel so excited to share some news with all of you!
First of all I was completely blown away by the generosity of my friends this year (I could never use the word members or regulars for this AMAZING group of people). Talk about being spoiled but besides the massiveness of the gift it's the meaning or purpose behind the gift that has my spirits so lifted.
Sometimes life really does send you signs that you're on the right path. I'm so thankful when it does because most of the time I feel like I'm wandering around saying to myself "hmmm I think this is right? I hope this is right... Shit this better be right"
Lately I've felt a bit suffocated in my environment, maybe it's spending so much time in my condo because I work from home but mostly I think it's masturbating in the exact same spots Monday-Sunday! I crave new surfaces to get off on... And film it ... And post it to my website... That's normal right? What is that a mid life crisis?
So an opportunity fell into my lap and I've been wondering if it was the right thing to do.. I've talked it over with some really wonderful insightful friends and tried to work out the details in my mind but MY BIRTHDAY GIFT that was my sign...So this summer I've decided to GO AWAY... Yeah not a vacation because even those haven't relaxed or rejuvenated me lately. I mean going away for the entire summer.
I'll still be working but the point is to spend time in a new environment.. Which means for you guys: MFC shows and tjshouse.ca videos in all new locations!! Score for everyone! The sunny skies of California have been calling my name so I'm going to happily spend all of July and August there and with my birthday gift I have enough to travel there, back and to the moon again! So thank you... Thank you for your love and support but right now thank you for my sign it couldn't have come at a more needed time.
So I've decided to do a juice cleanse! Basically the reason behind my cleanse is to reset my body and its strange new cravings for carbs. I typically don't eat many carbs but if I fall off the wagon I can feel a complete change in what my body craves. For example the 3 pulled pork sandwiches I ate the other day... enough said.
So 3 days 4 different juices a day.. Let's GO!
First juice is a Green Juice!
6 stalks of celery
2 large green apples
3-4 massive leaves of kale
3-4 massive leaves of romaine
Healthy handful of spinach
Less massive handful of parsley
Personally I think this Juice is great.. so far... I'm not convinced I'll be saying that on Day 3 but here's to hoping. I'm only taking a guess but I feel like this one could do the most damage and when I say damage I mean diarrhea power. I'll keep you in the know. wink wink
No coffee and for me that's quite difficult... BUT I get to drink all the mother fucking water and green tea I want. I know you're completely jealous. (insert sounds of a level 12 screaming fit of denial here)
Did I mention I'm Juicy?
Wow what can I say another year gone by already, I think if I wrote about all the changes and amazing things that have happened this year I might be here til next Tuesday. So all I'll say is it's been a magnificent year full of adventure, endless hours of work, friendship, changes and growth.
The change from Cam Girl job to owning my own site and starting my own company with my business partner so we could make sites for other people has been the biggest. I'm blown away by how much I love it, and in no way did I ever imagine my career being so fulfilling or encompassing so many of my interests.
Thank you for supporting me day in and day out on cam. MFC is what it is because of the caring, pervy, hilarious, supportive and respectful members I've come to absolutely cherish. You keep me grounded, you keep me calm and confident and most of all you keep it fun. SO FUN!
I know I have a long way to go but I seriously believe I could not of had as much personal growth as I've had these past 3 years with any other job. Most people won't understand this but they probably don't really understand the full extent of my job or the magical people and personalities I meet along the way.
I feel the clock ticking down for my time in front of the cam so I hope you will all make this next year the MOST we can absolutely make it before I fully slip behind the lens and build the beautiful sites you guys will whack off to for years and years.
I'm humbled by your generosity and for your presence in my life however small or big a part you may play. You all bring me closer to the woman I feel I can be proud of.
I can confidently say I have already been spoiled for my cammiversary but a few people have asked what I would like... So in true Cam Girl fashion here they are! lol
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